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annoyed with gender profiling today.

i went with a group from my chrch on saturday to clean up this guy's yard and rebuild a decrepit fence for him because he's in a wheelchair.  out of maybe thirty there were five girls, and we worked together, bushwhacking.  and there was this girl.  every ten minutes, something was too hard.  'let's get one of the boys who likes to do boy things over here to till/weed wack/chop this branch.  the branch wasn't even thick!  i'd chopped branches!  she wouldn't even try.  and she'd call 'jesse!'  all girly and he'd run over and chop the branch and i'm thinking it's not like he's chopping it with his penis, what difference does it make?  man.  girls can be so annoying some times.

i've been trying to decide if i like guy girls or girl girls.  and i like androgenous girls.  just, people. 

i have deep voice, i just found out.  i asked a guy in one of my classes, and he started making fun of me, making his voice really deep and saying no no, not at all.  so i take that as a yes?  i mean i thought i had kind of a deep voice.  and when i'm stoned or really tired my voice just naturally relaxes and i talk really reeeally deep.  but i don't know.  apparently i have a really deep voice.  for a girl.  but i think i like that.  i like talking slowly and deliberately.  and i like singing really low.  it feels good.  anyway.

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